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Saturday, March 31, 2007

5 posts to a hundred.

my display name : Pulling on heart strings till they finally snap ; { OUT! }
and then... this happened....

shienmin. Take a look at my life, all black. says:
hi ure out and im talking muahahaha
shienmin. Take a look at my life, all black. says:
is tht a woman wearin a bikini, laying on the ground in ur display pic?

WOW SHIENMIN!!!!

suprise suprise....

its tomyam the CAT-____________-''

.......

.....

....

...

haha but i was still laughing like shit.

: D

But glory is forever;
- 10:24 PM

Friday, March 30, 2007

6 posts to a hundred.

....<3

: )!

i love them all.

i'mgone -absolute nothingness-

But glory is forever;
- 8:37 PM

Thursday, March 29, 2007

7 posts to a hundred.

Nehal's reaction time is 10 seconds : ).....................

"IVE BEEN LISTENING TO NOTHING!!! can u hear anything??? hahahaha "- Nehal

"NOT FUNNY .. shuttup... can u not!!! T.T ok now this is damn lame -_-"- Nehal.. again...

and when the ear phone drops out of her ear, it takes her 5 secounds to notice.: )

this post is dedicated to nehal.

i love nehal!!! shes so slow : )

...and funny

and cool......

SHRAAADHUUUUUUUU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

" NOO NOO NOOO!!!" - Nehal again....

: )

SO sorry for this meanigless post.

we're in music. and listening to runaway love.

: D

im happy cuz im with nehal.

<3 : D : ) .........: O

"Mixed emotions now.."-Nehal

"UHH i cant hear anything again..."-nehal

"the song just ended X) "-su-en!

: D

smileeee wheee ...

nehals so funny.

stupid.

" OIII DONT BOLD IT!! oiiii "-NEHAL

but funny

okkk bye.

: )

your gone.

but u made me go

but ure gone.

theres something seiruosly what?

I SAID SOMETIMES U TALK CRAP

and ure deaf?

DEAD!: )

i'mgone - CAN U PUT ANOTHER SONG!!!???-nehal.-

But glory is forever;
- 1:59 PM

Thursday, March 22, 2007

8 posts to a hundred.

i realized, over time that i never quite forgot.
i never quite knew then
and yet, i know now.
i didnt treasure what i had
so close.
and now, with the gap so far.
i yearn for it.

nothing really compares if they know what i had.
beacuse i was so blind to have not seen.
what i could have had;
as instead,
i was chasing what i couldnt.

now as lives go on.
thoughts linger
thoughts remain
i couldnt believe that as everything flew by
you were there to see them through
all 3 years right beside me.
but i just didnt turn to see you there.

now i constantly think.
of what could have happened.
what are u now and what has all this become.
are thoughts still follow me.
and are they given back

i'll look at what u left me.
and i'll smile to myself.
so many millions of miles to go
and if i do,
will i dissappoint myself

but what was i thinking then?
not to notice something that was always beside me.
instead, for the bestfriend.
for the other one i wish to forget.

for the last i would see.
blue boxed butter cookies as i left
i felt. nothing.
and i only blamed myself.
who am i kidding. i still do.

but just 3 years would be enough
because memories can be kept as long as u want them to stay.
and i wish to have them for eternity.
i wish to have them forever.

now all i can cry are tears of joy

and all i can say is thank you

-su-en

i'mgone -if you asked me today, i'd say that im fine. but i bet u can tell by the tone of my voice thats just a lie-

But glory is forever;
- 7:50 PM

Wednesday, March 21, 2007

OH ps. my nose still hurts *ahemdeliaahem* . when i poke it. its like..... oww....pain.....

: ) but my eye has recovered from the little pig jen flung into my it ...

O RLY?

But glory is forever;
- 8:42 PM

Monday, March 19, 2007


  ___
 {o,o}
 l)__)
 -"-"-
O RLY?


  ___
 {-.-}
 l)_(l
 -"-"-
YA RLY


  ___
 {0,0}
 (__(l
 -"-"-
NO WAI!

OH YEA . hahaha!
propz to delia for having no life, and so, finding the O RLY OWL!! it says YA RLY TOO!!

: D!!!!!
...but.. whats with the NO WAI! ...

.............

___
{o,o}
l)__)
-"-"-
O RLY?
___ ___ ___
{-.-} {0,0} {>,<}
l)_(l ( _(l (l___l)
-"-"- -"-"- -"-"-
YA RLY SRSLY?! NO uUuUu!

hahahahaha!!!

ok!! XD i edited it... and possibly, screwed it up a little.
but yaaaaa
NO UUUUU!!!! hahaha ... its like.. flapping its wings ...: )!

LOL ok yea. its cute.

THE O RLY OWL ROCKS!!! : D oh and the first day of school after a weeks holiday wasnt bad either...

cept... pe sucked....

I'mgone - They lead on, and sometimes they betray.-

But glory is forever;
- 6:35 PM

Thursday, March 15, 2007

so huddly: ) haha thats our team!

<33

U SEEE U SEE NO.12!! : D its mee!!

beatty and us, and i hav confirmed with my mom that its a double T

ALLY. coach looks super cool.

oh did i mention? ITS LIZ: )

I LIKE THIS PIC NOMATTER WHAT PRI SAYS. -___-''

she can climb up steps : )

ohhhhh!! that fast girl. and theres chloe and liz i think.

:D!!! natassia , clairese <--(( HOW DO U SPELL IT?? IF ITS WRONG, sorryX( )) AND liz!

EMILY! and my moms cap! :3

ok.. random... ACSindependent

___________________________________________

YES PRI!!! the 'extra' bear with an arse piercing : D

now, its time to compare the execptional photography skills of su-en..and..... you know..... pri.....

well... on the bright side... one of us captured the taxi sign!: )
oh pri X) X)
LOL but still... who puts a bear on a taxi antena ? : /
well i guess there are people weirder than delia living in this world : P!!!!!!

i'mgone - but you werent even there to see, the victory i won for you.-

But glory is forever;
- 9:08 AM

Wednesday, March 14, 2007

hello!
guess what.
M1 SERIES... thing..... TODAY!!!!

i cant wait i cant wait i cant wait i cant wait i cant wait i cant wait i cant wait i cant wait.
we must win!!!: D

*cough* no pressure: )

i'll ask my mom to take some pics and see how her camera-handling, picture-taking skills are like X)

edit://

WHOO ok. just came back from a nice shower.

i think we did great for the M1 thingie. i mean, we didnt lose THAT BAD: D

(( bwahaha look at my optimismness))

WELL ANYWAYZ! we played BUKIT BAAATOK and beaty or beatty or sumthing...

YES BEATY/TTY.

we did trash them 3-0 ! wheeee but as PRI and i observed, they were actually quite happy to loseXD

haha.

Ally and i scored i think.

YAY GO ALLY: )!!!!!!!!!!!so pro, so pro.

doo doo doo.

now, on to bukit baaaatok. ok we kinda lost.... 3-1 but they were super uper duper fast!X(

well, ok just this one girl.

dang, should hav maked her: (

BUT OUR ONE AND ONLY TRY HAS SUPER SWEET: P it was like the one VS. the primary boys.

DRAWplayer. POPto winger. scoreTRY!

bwahahaha!

SOOOO i asked my mom to take pics, and they werent THAT BADX) .i'll upload them later cuz i hav to walk to get the camera: D

im reeeeaaallly pleased with myself , and everyone else on the team. even though most of u wont see this, U GUYS DID GREAAAATTT TODAY!!!!. but as always, theres room for more improvement. and yes, i think we were all pissed at the ref dude who kept insisting that the ball had to be taken so far back where the touch was 'taken'... lol. no jen to quarrel with makes his life alot easier: )

*sighhh*

HAHA NVM!! TILL THE NEXT MATCH. BUKIT BAAATOK WILL GO DOWN : )

great game...s today: )

i'mgone -ac whoooooosh.-

But glory is forever;
- 10:43 AM

Monday, March 12, 2007

its really hard to see something like this happen.
after everything we been through.
youve found people better.

so why am i not happy.
but i guess i'll be alright, cause ive been through this before.

to the best best best ive ever had.

so just to keep it short and sweet;

its hard
to lose a friend

i'mgone -im gonna blaze the track-

But glory is forever;
- 7:09 PM

Saturday, March 10, 2007

hello!=)
just came back from lunch after a rugby match.
it was SUUUPPPPPEERR!!!!

yay=)

even though we played against acs pri((<-- lol.. pronounced PREEEE XD)) school boys, it was a good experience. even though PREEEEE, anna, jen.. most of the good ppl... didnt play.......... we still won and tied=) it was gooooood goood gooood!!!4-5 and 5-5 or sumthing like that. but that ..somewhat last try should hav been counted!!!!!!!!!!!! damn unfair!!!!then we could hav won...

eh.

oh waaaaeeeooooww! <--- lol PriXD

((ohyea thanksPROPRI for sendingmehome))

it was kinda cool too, cuz i didnt feel tired=) I THINK WERE READY FOR THE M1 COMPETITION!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! haha .wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
THIS WEDNESDAY!
cant wait=)))

oh yea and OMGWTFLOL
we saw morgan X)

im happy cuz i got my $1.20 back.

___________________________________________________

back track to yesterday.-

twas the house games. it sucked-____-''
sigh.
so .. i guess i dont want to talk abt that so me and my partially sunburnt body shall be off now because DIVYA MULANI wants me to upload the pics. =D

i'mgone -maybe i was all wrong about this. you were never who i thought.-

But glory is forever;
- 12:46 PM

Wednesday, March 07, 2007

he thinks the world hates him;

looking as you took that step.

into my vision.

blocked for a while

forgotten, or tried.

its a wonder how the dim lights flash

so suddenly as today.

i'll never mutter the words, no

to any living soul who asks.

maybe, the magic number 7..

whos fate planed it all would tell.

everytime a peep was taken

and perfect it seemed.

everything abt everything was in amazing glory.

flying off .

kicking up.

blazing past.

poised with strength

grace and power, in full force, spewed generously through.

nothing in this world is more i tell you.

nothing you can ask for.

as i seen you before. the thoughts still passes

might i say, at last

back.

and about time.

everything you have. you dont notice.

looking down upon him.

as the man inside tells a different tale.

one of joy.

one of a drive.

one to win.

completely figure out.

i cant.

you cant.

we cant.

everyone can never.

try and you might fail as you pose a threat.

arms crossed

so it was good again to see

what i missed so far back.

and 7 shall be the gap,

which eternally never bridges.

you see what was done.

all to prove something wrong.

where were the days in which

you were proped to run with us.

do you know

a dying wish this is.

one may not be fulfilled and so

i learn to accecpt cuz its the 7 thats always there.

forever i say.

one thing in common.

i'll strive to make it more.

everything now, will be in your glory as you look upon

a cloud of dust

and nod with pride.

but whatever this is.

u, be one.

one higher as they soar

i look upon what i cannot reach

and count the possibilities instead.

but a glimmer was good to see

dont try to be fake.

i listen to myself and laugh.

but it was good to see.

and as the evening dawned upon today.

this was tried for you.

and you were gone.

as abrupt

as you came.

.......

~~zaoooo.=)~~

but foreve be the day .

you come back here again

and again will be.

you come back here again.

so he hates it back.

-su-en

i'mgone -hi. i like burnt cookies=) oh so super fantastic spectacular bombastic!! X)-

But glory is forever;
- 7:45 PM

Thursday, March 01, 2007

ehh.
the history trip was dead boring.
i seirously thought it would be alot more fun ok!!!
AND DELIA WE DIDNT EVEN NEED OUR HOUSE SHIRTS!!!
ARRRGGGG.!.!.!.!

OH WELL on the brighter side, we went to burgerking before the thing. it was great! hahahahaa . now, i have loads of shienmin pics in my com=]

also, when we were on the bus, it was really fun. going there, we had the well loved, backseat=) jessie nehal and i were being retarded but jessie was.. kinda the most retarded one. she was so hyper!-___-''

DADADADADADAAAA
DOOSH GIRL AND THE NEHAL. with side-KICK delia.

*ahem* ok. then on the way back, we didnt get the back seat=( but it was still fun. =D sat with nehal and we started to TRY and take a decent picture together, but u know... me being me.. and nehal being.... a totally OBEASED un-twitchy-lined-nose retard she is, we couldnt really get a good one=( BUT after alot of setbacks and much determination... we prevailed! =D oh and Nick was being all EMO closing his eyes and bobbing to his music XDXD. most probably thinking abt suicide. HMMM SHOULD I HANG MYSELF WITH THE BLIND PULLING THINGIES... or... CUT MYSELF WITH SCISSORS TILL I BLEED? (( umm. if u somehow managed to find your way here, i mean no harm. dont step on my shoes-.- )) but either way, su-en will report it to delia, then to nehal hu will tell ***** .*coughgossipqueen.gofigurecough* hu will tell the whole world.

=D

so... when we came back from school, delia, shienmin emokid and i played basketball<3 in the rain... little delly got all wet and refused to bounce-___-'' stupid thing. always pees and gets muddy....i think we beat nick, 1 v 3=)) so fair right? i know!=D
ANYWAYS.
then after that was freaking fun. went to the canteen and THERE!!! was pri, rachel and leona. we took pics.. again. and some awesome group ones!

i quote pri " NOOO IT MUST BE A PYRAMID! SHIENMIN! GET LOWER ... OH MY GOD THATS NOT A PYRAMID! WRONG WRONG!!! ...ok wait! i'll hold the camera! LEONA YOU'RE CUT OUT!!! MOVE IN A BIT!!! ....." etcetc.

=) PRI.
the pro photographer.

ohoh and now. i think shes going. "shuddap lah su-en. think u very FARRNEEEE issit?"

.hehe.

do i know pri, or do i know pri?

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hyper kid!